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CHAPTER FIVE
NEW IDEAS
St. Petersburg, Florida:
In 1969, it was still pretty typical of Small Town, USA. There were green
benches all along the streets of the downtown area for the retirees to
rest on as they gossiped away their time. The health food business in
this part of Florida was a small and fledgling industry that just fit
in the slow, relaxed pace of the city.
Many of the people
I knew thought I was foolish to embark on a business venture because I
had MS. They just couldnt seem to understand that MS was precisely
why I felt I had to go into business for myself. Even with my new confidence
that I would overcome the disease, there was no real guarantee that I
wasnt just doing a variation on the denial of the disease syndrome,
the same denial syndrome that all MSers seem to go through. Regardless
of my personal feelings of confidence, everything that I could learn about
the disease, from every source available to me at the time gave me the
prognosis that eventually I would end up in a wheelchair or worse.
That was my fear
and it was the very reason for my going into business! If I ever became
useless in the TV station, I didnt want to be kept on as a paid
employee. That would have been an act of charity. There was no way that
I could have avoided the pity and the solicitude of my fellow workers,
as well as that of all the other people I came into contact with. I would
just not have been able to live in such an environment; Im too proud
for that. And if I waited long enough for the wheelchair to happen, by
then it would be too late to get a job with anyone else, even if it was
a job I could perform from a chair.
In my mind the choice
was perfectly clear and very simple. In my own business, being in a wheelchair
would not be any deterrent to my employment. I could sit behind the counter
in my own store and would be able to take care of my customers wants
and needs well enough from the wheelchair if it ever came to that. Yet
I would still be working and be able to provide for my family without
taking anyones charity.
So off we went to
Florida and settled into the health food business. The only thing I knew
about health foods at that time I had learned from jokes or seen as spoofs
on TV. Owning a health food store certainly would not have been my first
career choice if Id felt I had another option. But I figured I could
live with whatever I found, just as long as I was able to provide for
those who depended on me.
I guess I wasnt
all that serious about the business until I actually got started. In my
mind, I pictured the operations of health food stores as little old ladies
in tennis shoes. And maybe that wasnt too far from the truth for
some of them. Of course, there were exceptions. There were a few really
good health food store operators in 1969 and I tried to pattern myself
after them.
The health food boom,
as we know it today, didnt really get a start until a few years
later, in the early 1970s. With the new success of the health food
business came a lot of new stores. And the boom also brought some real
businessmen with it. The industry changed then, from being a kind of mystical
fringe society, into a real down-to-earth, hard-nosed and somewhat cutthroat
business. But all that came later and by then I realized that I had found
another real career challenge to keep me occupied.
In order to try and
become a competent store owner, I began to read all that I could about
vitamins, mineral, enzymes and how the body uses foods. I also began to
hear from some people involved in the health food movement that there
could be real hope for people with incurable diseases through
proper nutrition, diet and exercise. Some of them even thought Multiple
Sclerosis could be helped!
The store I had purchased
had a slogan: Diet cures what diet causes. Rereading Dr. Swanks
books and research reports, this slogan began to become more important
to me. And as I also read authors such as Adelle Davis, the high priestess
of the health food business, I began to have something more than just
a vague idea of what Dr. swank was talking about with his diet theory.
All of a sudden Dr. Swank wasnt alone anymore. Some other very nice
people that agreed with him, but who didnt have that MD degree,
which my middle class background cherished so much, confronted me. They
all wrote or talked in a very knowledgeable way about diet and disease
and they even seemed to have my best interests at heart, they just werent
real doctors.
Now here I was, a
typical American who had never before been exposed to the idea of diet
except at an athletic training table or maybe for weight loss. I was actually
following a diet prescribed by a medical doctor for mitigating a disease,
but that was just about as far as I was prepared to go. My mind was too
brainwashed to accept the idea that anything a non-MD said could have
any real value, even if the person saying it was on the fringe of the
healing professions. At the time I went into the health food business,
I had never even heard of any of the other so-called healers.
People with degrees like Osteopath, Chiropractor, Homeopath or Naturopath
and who were espousing some of the revolutionary ideas about diet and
disease that I was hearing.
And some of the Doctors
whose articles I read or that I heard from didnt even pretend to
be healers, they just had PhDs! In my mind, PhDs
were people who taught English Literature or Basket Weaving at colleges.
When I came to disease knowledge, they probably didnt really have
a clue. They were most likely, as my friend Dr. Carlton Fredricks who
was himself a PhD, liked to say: Probably half Demented. Yet
here were these people telling me that an MD degree did not automatically
change any human being into the know-all and be-all in helping people
to overcome their physical problems. Such thought were almost blasphemous
to me.
I know that Dr. Swank
believed MS was a diet caused disease and therefore it was possibly a
diet-cured disease, but after all he was a real doctor. He
wasnt just some guy running a health food store, or someone writing
books on the strength of an unknown doctoral degree. He was the real McCoy
and MD. Hell, to me at that time there was only the doctor
and that doctor was always a Medical Doctor like Dr. Swank. Anyone who
had that prestigious degree always fit in somewhere between cleanliness
and Godliness in my mind.
Even if my
doctor, Dr. Swank, was looked upon by his peers as a little strange
and misguided because of his beliefs, he still had, after all, that all
important MD after his name! He just had to know what was right. And if
he diagnosed what I had as something that was diet controllable, even
though every other real doctor said it was incurable, well
then by God, I must really have something incurable that was controllable!
I couldnt quite square that questionable intellectual understanding
with my strong emotional and religious conviction that I was just flatly
going to get well, but I was working on it.
However, all the
orthodox MSs said I didnt have a chance; that the only way
I could go was downhill, probably ending up in a wheelchair. These new
people I was meeting at least got behind Dr. Swank and gave me hope. They
pointed out to me that the unorthodox diet nut MD that I was
already following, also had a PhD. That might account for his unorthodox
approach to MS. My new friends seemed to think that Dr. Swank was on the
right track, but that he just wasnt going far enough.
To say that my first
six months in the health food business had me confused by all these conflicting
opinions is the understatement of the century. However, since my electronic
training was based on studies with a much wider scientific background
in Physics and Chemistry, I decided not to take the advice of any of the
new people I had met, but instead to do some more investigating on my
own. By this time my vision had returned well enough for me to do some
serious studying at the University of South Florida library.
I found very little
useful information at the University about MS except for descriptions
of how and when the disease was discovered and the gross symptoms. There
were descriptions of the physical make-up of the myelin sheath and the
finds of a few autopsies done on patients. There were some reports on
theories of what the cause of the disease might be, but almost nothing
at all on treatment except for a few articles on the experimental use
of cortisone.
Then I started studying
the books in my own store. There were a number of references to treatments
for MS, all involving diets and/or nutritional supplements. Some of them
seemed pretty far out to me, but the central theme was always the same.
Something, somehow, in the diet, allows the onset of the disease and by
manipulating the diet the disease can be reversed. Diet cures what
diet causes!
But if what I read
at the library was factual, there is a spontaneous remission rate of about
six percent. That means that for about 6 percent of the people in this
country who are diagnosed as having MS, the disease just goes away for
no apparent reason. But the reports on recovery with the various diets
I was reading about ran to 18 to 23 percent and even higher. Of course
most of these were reports from Europe, not from here. Still, it gave
more credence to what Dr. Swank advocated and made me even more determined
to continue following his diet program. It also made me wonder: Just how
many of the 6 percent of those American spontaneous remissions were by
people manipulating their diets without the knowledge of their doctors?
Of course, none of
these reported MS diets were one hundred percent sure-fire or Multiple
Sclerosis would already have been conquered and then I wouldnt have
had to worry about it. But there were enough reports to make me realize
that the key to MS has to be somewhere in the diet of the patients.
I was already following
a diet for MS that my doctor believed would be successful for me if I
just stayed with it. So I dug my heels and defied all the people who said
it would never help me. Probably the thing that bothered me most about
staying on the diet was that none of the reported successful diet therapies
had been tested in an accepted scientific manner, so their findings were
not established as fact, only as conjecture. Much of it could be classified
as folk medicine. My scientific background did not like the fact that
there was no proof, but I was improving! My sports background kept saying,
dont change the game plan when youre winning,
and my time in Reno agreed; never get off a winner.
I decided to go back
to square one and contact some of the people who were respected in the
health food business, but this time with a more open mind. Many of them
were far outside of the mainstream of American medical thinking, such
as author, Adelle Davis, Richard Passwater, PhD and Carlton Fredricks,
PhD. Some like Nobel Prize winner Linus Pauling, PhD and Roger Williams,
PhD were not known as health food people at all, but their sympathies
seemed to be with us. Still others like Emanual Cheraskin, MD, DMD and
William Ringsdorf, DMD, seemed to have a foot in both cams. A few like
Wilford Shute, MD and Hans Neiper, MD were not even Americans. At one
time or another, I had the opportunity to meet all of these people, as
well as other and to get their ides on what might be nutritionally helpful
in overcoming MS.
As I had the opportunity
to gain insight from these famous people, all of whom I have come to respect
greatly, I began to add vitamins, minerals and special food supplements
to my daily diet. From Dr. Neiper I learned about Calcium Orotate. Adelle
Davis had me add vitamin B-6 and lecithin. Dr. Williams told me about
Pantothenic Acid. Dr. Shute gave me a college level introduction to vitamin
E and Dr. Fredricks introduced me to Octocosonal. One of the real characters
of the health food movement, Dale Alexander (fondly known as the Cod Father)
even made me realize that Dr. Swanks insistence on his patients
using cod liver oil was not just a perverse punishment for patients, but
that it, too, had a real scientific basis.
The program worked
so well for me that I had my last loss of bladder control in 1970 and
I had also put the tremendous fatigue we MSers all share behind
me by then. My speech had cleared up enough so I could start making my
own radio and TV commercials for the store by 1971 and I was able to throw
away the braces the Air Force had fit me with by 1972. By the time 1973
rolled around, six years after I had been diagnosed and four years after
I had started the full program of diet and supplements, I had no more
symptoms of MS at all. The only exceptions are an occasional loss of balance
that will land me on my backside when I turn too quickly, a continual
dry throat and some minor hand-eye coordination problems when trying to
work quickly.
I am sorry to say
that my improvement was not matched by my wifes. Several more hospitalizations
were ahead of her. Finally in 1976, we called it quits for good and divorced
again. By then of course, the boys ere grown and were out on their own.
Im happy to say that she moved back to Oregon and has done quite
well. In fact, a few years ago, she remarried and I understand from our
sons, she is very happy. Perhaps I was right all along. Maybe it really
was me that was responsible for her troubles.
My mother was a teacher
and constantly drilled the importance of education into me as a child.
During all my years in military service and even in Reno after I retired,
I always took college courses whenever I could. By the time I arrived
in St. Petersburg, I had a fairly substantial collection of credits. My
friend and mentor Dr. Carlton Fredricks urged me to go back to school,
earn my own PhD and do my own research in MS and diet. I tried in 1972.
I entered the University of South Florida and went for over two years,
but Im sorry to say I never finished.
However, I was able
to prove that the diet and supplement program did work, at least to my
own satisfaction. Under the supervision of one of the university doctors,
I went off both the diet and supplements early in 1973. I really pigged
out on everything I knew shouldnt have; lots of beef with gravy,
cheese casseroles and tons of ice cream. It took me just six weeks and
one day to have an attack that cost me the use of my left leg for a while.
I immediately started back on the program again and within a couple months,
I had returned pretty much to normal physically.
About a year later,
we tried going off the program once more. This time I started having vision
problems again after being off the diet and supplements for a month or
so. But at the first inkling of trouble, I went back on the program and
have not gone off it again. Even though I had proved my point to my own
satisfaction, it wasnt enough to let me get a research program started.
And between trying to run my business, a couple of hospital sieges for
my wife and the opposition which I felt there was to any type of meaningful
nutritional research in MS, particularly an outsider like me, well, Im
sorry to say I have up.
At that time I had
research funding arrange through the National Nutritional Foods Association
(NNFA), our health business trade organization. The major health food
manufacturers were donating all the vitamin supplements for the research.
Ive always hoped that someday I will be able to find a brave and
capable young MD or PhD to carry through the research that I failed to
do, but Ive never been able to fine one.
Oh well, hope has
always been my long suit. Maybe someday Ill run across a bright-eyed
and bushy-tailed young doctor willing to fly in the face of the establishment.
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